Reflections

I find myself listening to the rain once again and being reminded of my "The Rains of Life" post over the weekend.  It's only Tuesday and I want to scream isn't it Friday yet!!!! The rains are pouring so hard right now my vision is blurred. I know the sun is coming, it has to be coming, but I just can't see it ahead.  Is it the PMDD, depression, or lack of my medication?  Perhaps a combination of each, they are intertwined in an inseparable kind of way after all.  Now you might be thinking, who gets online and speaks of depression and medication to 107 people. Me of course.  There are thousands of people going through the same thing and, sadly, they struggle alone believing it is not okay to talk about it.  I don't believe God causes depression; however, I do believe He can allow it just as He allowed Job to endure so much.  He can take my struggles and use them so that I can relate to others going through it or to even show others it's okay to sometimes not be okay.  I know, I am rambling tonight.  I just want you each to know you are not alone.  Maybe it's depression, maybe it's something else but we are all going through something and we need each other to get to the other side.  I'm here for you!

~ Chelle #f8ithgal
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    2/4/14